Finally a book that really understands me and how i feel on programing math. Processing: A Programming Handbook for Visual Designers and Artists

There are as many styles of programming as there are people who program, and it’s the decision of the individual to utilize or ignore math as they prefer.

People who enjoy math often write programs to visualize equations or take delight in exploring phenomena such as fractals. People who struggled with math in school sometimes fi nd they enjoy and understand it better when it is applied to form and motion.